things n things

so, april has passed us by and it was my 20th birthday, i had a great party thing sooo cool lol, its now may and its exam season, which means stressing out, well i have been cos in stupid and know nothing about anything n gonna fail my degree, my life, whats the god dam point, the other day i devouwered a bottle of wine n i sware to lucifer i packed a bag, grabed my passport n iwas gonna go somewhere, thank god i fell asleep n woke up with a changed heart lol, ooo on other news tickets for madonna new tour open in like 6 hours whoop whoop lol

lifes a bitch then u die

eeerm well im kinda in a wierd mood right now, i thought i was content and happy with myself and life but am i really happy, im not sure, i know i have good friends (i Hope) lol iv got a great family ect n im gonna be an uncle how great is that lol but im feeling a little down Do i have friends? Do people really like me for me? im constantly trying to contain myself so people dont realise that im a complete wack job haha, i have a moral by which i stand "dont care about what people think of u" but when it seems thats people only think of u in one way or another i have to be bothered, sometimes i really get the impression that would anyone really care if i was here on the world, say if i was with a group of people n i quietly slipped off i often think has anyone really realised im not there, there are times when i think about being at my own funeral, who would turn up what would people say how would i be remembered, you know what if i died tomorrow who would it affect in a profound way you know what i think apart from my family i dont think i would be a great loss to anyone and maybe occasionally i would pop in someones memory as "just a guy i once knew" The big question i want to ask myself is Have i changed anyones life in a big way or in a small way, thats what would make me happy. anyways peace x

crazyness

so hi guys, so almost February already how mad is that, this moth been kinda crazy with exams n crap but all that's finished now thank god, but this semester one has totally gotta buckle down and do more work if i wanna pass this year lol, so anyways listen what happened last night a friend came over at like 1 am yes am we played cards got really drunk went to mcds for breakfast and didn't go t bed till like 2 the following afternoon lol that was really fun, its not for the faint hearted but was great, that was the crazy thing of January lol.

more friend

hey guys hopw yall had a great xmas and new years, i just got back to halls from my xmas holidays, i have so much work to do but never mind lol, a good friend came over today he lives in our halls and hes great soooo funny bless him, we watch a few films like the djarvu and independance day lol, you know the scene when the bomb ment to go of in 30 secs in the alian ship well the timer lasts 79 seconds not 30 like it should lol, i thought that was sooooo funny lol, anyways have fun guy sees ya in a bit :)

friends

Hey guys, today i am really happy, because two of my flatmates have come back to sheffield from there homes, i soooooooo, miss them and im really happy. megan and daniel are going out together but they are so in love its amazing and to be honest i love them both. i so hope they get married cos i can buy a new hat lol. anyways have fun and i will keep you posted on what happenes tonight.
love you
k
xxxx

The first post

Hi, let me introduce myself, my names K lol and im a university student in sheffield studying biology, i know i know what people think when they hear biology it takes them back to high school where some horrid teacher taught them and it brings back bad memories lol. but biology make sense of the world, it bring everything together, if you know what i mean, but anyways i dont wanna talk about that right now.
iv just decided to start this blog for me, to document my life so i can look back see how i will change lol, im not particularly bothered if anyone gives a dam or not i just wanna voice my opinions to myself and if anyone does read it then great lol.
well thats all i wanna say right now :)